Y Monday, November 20, 2006 Y
lone
upon seeing no one at home, gulity strikes. i used to have people at home whenever i come back from school. i take things for granted and yes, i am not so close to my family members anymore. not even my beloved second sis. we are all caught up with our own stuffs. we don't talk as much anymore. i miss good old days. when mom will be at home cooking dinner and nag at me whenever i don't do housechores. now, she don't even bothered to nag. many many things happen during these few years. we are forced to change. we have no wish to change. i wish mom don't need to work. but somehow, she has to. the harsh reality changed us. not us. we are forced to adapt to the world. the reality. so we shouldn't take things for granted. i want to tell everyone how much i love you all.
MOMMY
i love you alright. i know i'm naughty and lazy and i don't help doing housechores. but i'm learing to help out already. i did iron clothes for quite a few times this week okay. and i promise to be a good daughter. i know you wouldn't read this but still i wanna say those three words to you. i never say those 8 letters word out to you this 17 years. but i know you know that i love you. i love you lots, mom.
DADDY
okay dad, i seldom talk to you. i will learn to tolerate your loud voice and your forever sounds like quarrelling voice. i don't like your so called logic. nevertheless, you are still my beloved dad. LOVE
JIEJIE 1
maybe we have a generation gap. 9 long years for god sake. though the way you showered your love is different. (not financially) you always nag and scold. but i know, you do this all for my own good. and i always show attitude back. maybe you don't know, but i take your advice seriously. you are getting married in less than a week time. you asked "will you miss me when i'm not at home already?" i certainly will okay. i will miss your nag-ings and all. be happy alright, i know you will. :D and i love you too.
JIEJIE 2
alrighto, you are my fav person in this family. or maybe 2nd fav. mom comes first okay. you are not at home now. staying at hostel. i miss you alright. no one to laugh with. no one to fight with. remeber how we used to fight in the kitchen? HA! fighting over all sorts of silly things. is silly but fun. you are being missed by me okay. i love you like hell. i know i'm irritating at times. and you are too. but still we will make the bestest sisters.
MARK
i don't know whether you know. but i love you alright. i may not say out these words on a regular basis. but i really love you. though we are not together now, you are always in my mind. i never failed to forget you. even though how busy i'm caught up with my schoolwork, i still miss you. you are the love of my life. and you will always be. i certainly hope that things work out between the both of us. but right at this moment, i am sure i wouldn't have the sense of security if we get back together. i'm not sure whether you will wait or not. but still i want to tell you i love you so. and will wait till you complete your studies. though you did things that hurts me so, but still i'll forget and forgive. cause i love you so. <3<3<3
FELI,CANDICE,KATTY,LISI,YENYEE,WEIYOUNG
alrighto. my clique. you guys really really brighten up my life. (: though all of us are busy with stuffs and personal life. still, i wanna say. you guys will be my bestest bestest bestest best buddies ever. i will never ever find another clique like you. is hard for us to meet up due to our really busy life now. nevertheless, i just want you all to know that you are missed and loved by me, alright. i may seem not so enthu on meets up and whatsoever. still, i miss you all. i really do. you guys know me the best. I LOVE YOU!
BEVERLY,MELISSA
beverly ass, you are so irritating but i love you alright. how many years alrd? 8 years and still counting. i know you at pri 4 right. okay, whatever. we were not so closed then. we start out nonsense only at sec 3. but our friendship started way back. so yea, maybe the best girlfriend ever. who knows?
melissa lim pei pei. you are such a good listening ear. i never failed to pour out all my feelings whenever we go chill. i love chill session with you leh. when is the next one? tell me! :D dont always choir larh. haha. love you two PEEPS okay.
4E3
the bestest class ever. I LOVE 4E3 and miss 4E3 okay! sometimes words are beyond explaination. i want to let the whole world know i miss 4E3!
03
poly mates. poly classmates. someone told me that poly classmates wouldn't be as bonded as seconday classmates. i beg to differ. 03 are a bunch of happening kids. we laugh whenever we go. friends envy our class spirit. pretty much love for you guys. (not all though, you know i know)
new clique
we've not known each other for a long time. but still you guys are fun people. i know we will have lots fun in the future!
i am not dying or whatever. but i just wanna tell all my loved ones that i love them. who knows, i may not be here the very next moment. i don't want to leave people thinking that i don't love them. i need to be truthful to my feelings.