Y Friday, December 29, 2006 Y
boring (:
this may very well be the most boring day i could ever had. i laze around. i read book! that wonderful storyline which makes me wanna continue reading on. everytime i read this kinda book (romance), i always wished that i don't live in singapore and am a blonde and had this loving angmoh boyfriend cohabiting together. HAHA! this is all nothing but a dream. you really wish to be the leading character in the book.
suddenly, i dont really wish to get married. hahaha! i know its a little too early to say this kind of things. but you know, when you are young and naive. you will always have these thought "hey! i want to marry who and who. earning big big bucks. living in some 3 storeys high apartment. having maids. how many kids you want to have. holding some professional jobs." *snap* sometimes, things just don't go the way you want to. i am not a lists person. who follows things on plan. cause i always believe unforeseen circumstances always happen and "ta-dah" it just disrupt your whole plan. and all your hardwork will go down the drain. so whats the point of having plans? school times, teachers always want us to come up with study plan. how many of us really follow? i don't follow for god sake. i just anyhow blabber on that shit piece of paper to please the teachers so that i wouldn't get any scoldings or worst still DC. HAHA! now at this stage of life, saving plan does come up. but uh-huh, when something really nice appear, i really forgo my saving plans and go ahead and buy those things i like. and i can be really broke once i got my hand on that. and i hate to blabber on. cause it bores me and i think you as well.
how i wish i got bestie like "ALEX" in that novel and they fall in love with each other without knowing. and god damn it, ALEX is smart, he is a doctor, studied in harvard. HAHA! make up character are always so perfect. just like LUKE in SHOPAHOLIC series. HAHA! why din god make me up to be such a perfect character?
i guess i am not a home person. i cant stay at home for 24hrs. its driving me crazy alrd. lol. i need some spark in my life. i hate having this kind of life. haha. maybe things will turn round next year.
HAHA! anyway, someone who is fucking working for dont know how many fucking years had actually asked me to share the cost of a "da bao" fried oyster with her. and that bloody packet of meal cost only 5 bucks. how idiotic can she be? for god sake, she doesn't need to support anyone. can't she just bloody treat a 17 yrs old young adult? blardie hell. stingy arse. i don't know how to reply her when she bring up that question. i may very well post another entry when the owls are out. (:
and boy, you don't know how much i miss you.
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i told you i'll write more. haha. cause more n more thoughts came. and i love to type it out. i don't know why people like to say things that people don't love to listen. i alrd told my mom that i loathe her saying that. but still she just blabbers on. and you know what i did. i plug in my earphone and totally ignore what she said. and the funniest thing is that she said "girl, i tell you something, you don't angry ar." bloody hell, knowing that i'll be darn pissed off. still you chose to say it out. idiot mama. oh, for now only.
oh oh, i make bagus agar agar. yum yum. even mama say so. (: alright people, LATER!