Y Saturday, February 3, 2007 Y
amazing
HELL LOH!
i want to buy another pair of heels cause i wanna walk like a lady. or perhaps learn how to walk like a lady. OK OK! i know i've been MAN for quite sometimes. and the time has ripe and i'm going to be a lady. (:
CRM is over. and its really dumb to have a test for this module. i merely bullshitted in LT 58 from 5pm to 6pm. i took 1 hour to bullshit. and my hand was sore after all those bullshitting. i told my sis that i bullshitted. then she bloody hell haolian to me saying "i bullshit can get A de leh, you can anot?" lets see lah. see whose bullshitting skill better. -.-
ooh ooh, my erjie just said that she will sponsor my crumpler bag. and and i've to wait until MAY which is so damn bloody long. she is going to sponsor 50 bucks only. -.- better than nothing. i'll try to persuade her to sponsor more. heh! thats is one good thing about being the youngest. she suggest asking my dajie for sponsorship. hehe! i scare de. =/
my panasonic phone VS2 died. -.- i am so sad cause it possess my fav game in it. rahh. now i can't make calls through that phone though it wouldn't kill but what if there is some emergency and they cannot call me? so i used my spare phone. sigh. i need to buy a new phone. and i need to wait till MAY again. for this, i found sponsorship too. my dad is going to sponsor. hehe. my dad dotes on me the most because i'm the youngest and i remember him saying that mom dotes on erjie and he dotes on me. what about dajie? cause she is too "ba dao" so i think thats why my mom grow to be a lil bit scare of her. hehe.
Vday is coming. it has not been a special occasion for me. and will never be. hey c'mon lah, if the couple are really happy together and love each other deeply. everyday is Vday okay. my perspective of love has changed. i used to think that their is forever in love. and i can really love a person till death do us apart. but i guess i was wrong. utterly wrong. changes are constant so does love. i see not a need to pledge my love for whosoever. the three words are so easy to say but yet do you really say it to the people that you love? i love my parents but i never say "wo ai ni" to them. i cannot bring myself to say it at the face of a person. or maybe the right person is not here yet. aha! watched the peak at 9 just now. and saw what tianjun said to xiaoyang. "tend to overlook someone so close to you" somehow true, somewhat not.
i can't sleep cause i catch a wink or two just now.
and its like 4am already. -.-
i don't wanna sleep till 2 later. RAH!
cause i'm going shopping later. muahahaha! :D
OKAY, I SHALL FIND SOMETHING FOR MYSELF TO DO FOR THE TIME BEING.
i wanted to blog sometime short and sweet and it turns out to be such a long post.
i am amazing!! (: (: (:
how are you doing lately?
i still think of you.
when will you give your assurance again?
cause i don't know whether to move on or
stay still.